How do y0o deal when nothing feels right and everything that y0o thought would be ok isn't?

Just coz i fukin talk to her doean't mean i love her! WE ARE FRIENDS AND I LOVE Y0O!!!

THINK WHAT Y0O WANT BUT I NO HOW I FEEL AND BABY I ONLY LOVE Y0O...

How could i write that letter 2 y0o saying how much i loved y0o and pouring my heart out and u still think i love some1 else?

Love hurts, why do i put myself thru it, i try to tell y0o how i feel but y0o dont fukin care

The truth is, y0o will never no what i feel each day

You don't even care, y0o never did, i've nver ditched y0o n now y0o think y0o can just d0 it 2 me

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

I'M sOrRy dAt i WoRrY S0o mUcH bUt bAbE U r MY wOrLd N i CaN'T HeLp wOrRyInG DAt U wiLL lEaVe Me C0zz It s0mEtiMeZ sEeMs LiKe U dOnT LoVe me bak!

I hate who i am and theres nothing i can do to change it