I see it there, vividly scarred on my thigh...
i remember when i did that...

Dot after dot fill my mind
press on my eyelid...

In a public toilet shes a mess
with eyes torn up...

Here goes that familiar sting in my eyes
and the tears that dribble down...

Am i safer alone
than i would be with you...

Do my wrists turn u on...
an emo boys lust...

I dont wanna remember the break up
or the incidents that follwed...

To be in ure arms...
was everything...

Ive turned into everything i thought i wouldn't...
i'm everything i hate in a person...

My eyes are stinging...
reflecting the burning red...

I know ive improved
but why am i still cutting...

My poison of choice,
you stand, rolling a cigarette...