Late at night she''l lay...
tears choked back...
breath n beat quietly racing....

I can (SCREAM) all i like
into my S O U L
not a sounds heard...

Everyone knows you...
youre going to make it so big..
but when youre famous
and everyone knows ure name
remember me dee

Why dont u step on her fingers a little harder next time...
i dont think u made her bleed enough

One more touch
and youll say you have to go..
youll leave me
use me......
and ill let u

Clean white hospital sheets...
memories...
it scares me

Ill sew my mouth shut
and let my eyes tell it all...

I've been in the dark so long
that normal encounters are like first time kisses...

Better than sex...
she'd brag
with her pants around her ankles
and the throb of pleasure
as she slices her thigh

Passed out...
a year ago
in my room...
a girl
nameless
faceless
scatterings of self destruct... most haunting my blood