Just say u want it
hes saying u do
tell him u hate it
n hell leave u
if u say ure not ready
hell call u aslut
if u leave him now
he wont break ure heart

What a stupid girl ive been
u split me at the seams

Theres a drunk way to say
I LOVE YOU
theres a naive way to believe its true

Theres the need for a secret
to make our time worthwhile
were living life
like its going out of style
this bed needs a mystery
a secret worth keeping
something to haunt whoever is sleeping

She changed and died as someone
no-one close to her knew

Would they freak out if i showed them my cuts...
theyd just think
i was another f**cked up
little s l u t

Im not strong
i hate fighting
i get so angry
im two faced
im hyporitical
i play my ipod to loudly on the bus
i text in class
i wear to much makeup
i bite my nails
ive tried to kill myself
i used to be bulimic
and u thought i was perfect...

Curl up in a ball
my prison of seclusion
this safety n warmth...
merely a delusion

Im not taking ure shit anymore
ive blocked u out
ive locked the door
numbed myself down
n put up barriers
break down my barriers...
show me that all boys arent the same...

My arms littered with battle scars
were ive fought myself n lost every time
were in my room every night i die
in everytear that escapes
n tells words that cant be said...
thoughts litter my brain
n i just wanna feel normal again