Ive lost my way
ive lost my humour
n everything that gave me character is gone
left behind are missed memories
long soaks in the baths
testing my nerve
praying it'll work...

Im not taking ure shit anymore
ive blocked u out
ive locked the door
numbed myself down
n put up barriers
break down my barriers...
show me that all boys arent the same...

My arms littered with battle scars
were ive fought myself n lost every time
were in my room every night i die
in everytear that escapes
n tells words that cant be said...
thoughts litter my brain
n i just wanna feel normal again

A way to get through the night
a way to back down from a fight
yo tell me how it feels
like a scratched skipping song in ure head
how u feeling so wound up
how his scent still coats ure bed

So there u stand
eyes connected
i dont feel anything
no love..
no hate...
a throbbing in my throat
n a stinging in my eyes
i feel nothing
nothing at all

We let them carve this hate into our lives
expertly drawn through arteries with butchers knifes...
bleeding lust
and breaking trust
shaking these fears
n these dominating tears
learn to love ureself
break n make ureself...

Who knew id fall in love with u...
i never expected it
but it happened...
and the pain wont fade

They call it the disease to please
willing to lose ureself
to be
to see
the disease to please

Beads of crimson
seep out of the line
horizontally slit
time after time
it itches n burns
dig ure nail in deep
scratch until uve opened the wound
let ure blood seep

Make the sky bleed
calloused fingers
throat n stomach torn
bleed inside out