You are such a dirty
contagious disease...
u inject me at ease
you cause these tears
you made these fears

We let them carve this hate into our lives
expertly drawn through arteries with butchers knifes...
bleeding lust
and breaking trust
shaking these fears
n these dominating tears
learn to love ureself
break n make ureself...

I've been in the dark so long
that normal encounters are like first time kisses...

Pleasured in a morbid light
folling around with dads stanley knife

She doesnt kiss and tell
and thats just as well
with a slump in her step
and a rip in her rep
she's made the whole family
terribly proud
of there F**CKED up little girl x

&& u said you'd always be there for me
but you kept bailing
im a F**cked up mess
i guess ill keep on failing
i believed i could RELY on u
but that was F**CKING USELESS
U F**CKED ME OVER
MADE EVERYTHING WORSE!!!!!!

In the darkness i can confide
with any sharp object that lets out a whine
the wetness i feel
trickling down my arm
the burning flesh
from my mind f**cking sef harm

You were caught red handed
showing ure unfaithful side
while i was out in town sober
you were on the sly
your ex out of everyone
you are a cruel cruel boy
tear this shit up
and leave me be

You moved away
we are but forces of attraction
our hearts beat on top of eachother
fraction by fraction

A handful of pills
took her voice away