Like nothing youve experienced before...
digging in deeper
begging for more
slicing through layers
of agonised flesh...
so tell me im "special"
i need to hear ure bullshit

She'd scarred herself forever...
so now theyd all see
she wasnt beautiful
she was ugly

Here it goes again...
a sad cracked broken song...
a song ive been playing for way to long

The car windows are steamed
the seatblets digging into my neck...
n ure all over me...
this is so wrong...
this shouldnt be happening!!!

Last night i had my first dream bout u...
we were under a raincoat in the back row of the movies...
ure new gf was behind us...
but she couldnt see us
couldnt cu kissing me....
over and over....
i woke up feeling like sh**t
cos it wasnt real...

U become so dependant...
on the taste...
of the feel....
of the kiss...
u need it to feel alive
without it ure just a shadow passing through...
thats why i need u

Scrutenising imperfections
sinking deeper into depression

The pills numbed me down...
tore me inside out...
couldnt cry
couldnt scream...
i was fake
the pills made me fake...
so i guess fabricated is now me...

Its the way u whispered in my ear...
"u are my everything"

I bled out ink....
to spell my pain.....
words etched into skin.....
burn.....