In a public toilet shes a mess
with eyes torn up
and rips down her dress
addicted to the enemy
just another identical hand written script
falling for the bullshit
losing her head...

These sobs ache my body
and these tears rip my skin

i never should of let u in. . .

U wanted me so bad y couldn't u of just left me alone|u were a toddler playing with fragile glass|u let me down before i even got off the ground|so why is this so f**king sad?|because were losing the best friend we ever had

I'll make a c o p y of myself
that never frowns

Yeah
and shes so beyond tired
dead with artificial sleep

Explain it to me this sudden coldness
these glassy lost n lonely eyes y im feeling so sufocated these dreams of when i die
explain these sick crimson rituals
and a fear of being alone
the way i feel happiest
whencutting close to bone..

He said, oh my you're beautiful
on the boat that night
i was tripping
they had given me the pill
we'd halved it
and swallowed it with a shared kiss

- from my poem icy eyes -

I'm just another body down

just a percentage

i'm making a sum to ruin this girl

because nothing spells i want to die

like blood and a bullet shell

Your a cold, empty poisonous smile..
i watch you, youve turned into everything you hate

touch.... arms are folded, holding, pushing gluing..

keeping all my broken shards together

* from my poem 'everyone loves a f**cking tragedy'

On a mind f**cking merry go round

everything's a whispered sound