The pains still there
its etched into my flesh
n its there in my vacant eyes
u can see the hurt
my haunting past
memories i dont wana have...

With unsober intentions
and painful regret
ill take sum pills
ill slicemy wrist
ill ring u and shamelessly
cry and cry...
and while ure listening
there on the ph ill die

Ive bit my lip for the lastr time
so sick of holding back my childish crimes...
my sleeves will fill up with my blood i bled for u...
and while im lying there blue...
there will be nothing u can do

U become so dependant...
on the taste...
of the feel....
of the kiss...
u need it to feel alive
without it ure just a shadow passing through...
thats why i need u

Last night i had my first dream bout u...
we were under a raincoat in the back row of the movies...
ure new gf was behind us...
but she couldnt see us
couldnt cu kissing me....
over and over....
i woke up feeling like sh**t
cos it wasnt real...

The car windows are steamed
the seatblets digging into my neck...
n ure all over me...
this is so wrong...
this shouldnt be happening!!!

Dont worry that u broke my heart
dont worry that u trigered these crimson lines....
so dont u worry...
im completely F U C K I N G fine....

So her hairs out....
n her legs are bare...
intoxicated...
not sober...
no dignitys spared...
going from 1 room to another
from 1 guy to the next...
tommorow shell wake up hungover...
u made her this wreck

Today was the second tiome ive seen my father cryin my life...
1st time was wen i was in hospital u beside my side...
2day u cried cos u said u acted the way u did cos u didnt wanna lose her....
well 2 bad dad cos now uve lost ure daughter!!!

A (GIRL) sits shivering in the dark...
the pills have mad her sick....
over active arms and mind....
throwing up onto the towel beside her bed...
didnt take enough....
so now shes left to suffer
for her stupid behaviour