And so she ((TRIES))
tries to escape the pain...
of the red and shining silver that lay infront of her...

And so i ask myself...
((what would i do if i wasnt afraid?))

One blink im happy the next im sad...
except im not really happy
its just a song i lke 4 u 2 hear...

Here it goes again...
a sad cracked broken song...
a song ive been playing for way to long

She'd scarred herself forever...
so now theyd all see
she wasnt beautiful
she was ugly

Like nothing youve experienced before...
digging in deeper
begging for more
slicing through layers
of agonised flesh...
so tell me im "special"
i need to hear ure bullshit

I cryed to let it out
i bled to expell the pain
i screamed so i could think...
i took my life to end this deadly game

I take all the shit..
i keep my mouth shut...
day afterday...
emotion consumed into crimson cuts...
to show the world
that no....
im not alright

So 2 answer ure qs...
NO I DONT LOVE HIM ANMORE
((oh sory did u want the truth???))

What hurts most
is ure smiling choke
the one forming a rope
to strangle my throat....