She lets u in on a secret
that shes not doing to well
behind this brave front
is a depressed and alone girl

Puts an edge on reality
like a blankt over ure head
swallowing
me
alive

Make the sky bleed
calloused fingers
throat n stomach torn
bleed inside out

Beads of crimson
seep out of the line
horizontally slit
time after time
it itches n burns
dig ure nail in deep
scratch until uve opened the wound
let ure blood seep

They call it the disease to please
willing to lose ureself
to be
to see
the disease to please

Who knew id fall in love with u...
i never expected it
but it happened...
and the pain wont fade

We let them carve this hate into our lives
expertly drawn through arteries with butchers knifes...
bleeding lust
and breaking trust
shaking these fears
n these dominating tears
learn to love ureself
break n make ureself...

So there u stand
eyes connected
i dont feel anything
no love..
no hate...
a throbbing in my throat
n a stinging in my eyes
i feel nothing
nothing at all

A way to get through the night
a way to back down from a fight
yo tell me how it feels
like a scratched skipping song in ure head
how u feeling so wound up
how his scent still coats ure bed

My arms littered with battle scars
were ive fought myself n lost every time
were in my room every night i die
in everytear that escapes
n tells words that cant be said...
thoughts litter my brain
n i just wanna feel normal again