These sobs ache my body
and these tears rip my skin

i never should of let u in. . .

In a public toilet shes a mess
with eyes torn up
and rips down her dress
addicted to the enemy
just another identical hand written script
falling for the bullshit
losing her head...

Ill be what u want
if i am what u need...
ill cut myself if u wanna see me bleed

The rain is so loud tonight
and i just want to run
i'm tied down in my bed crying
i cant get through this night alone
i can hear your whisper
but you can't even hear my screams

In a public toilet shes a mess
with eyes torn up
and rips down her dress
addicted to the enemy
just another identical hand written script
falling for the bullshit
losing her head...

*from my poem in a public toilet she's a mess

Marionette yourself with drugs
to pull you up
to put you down...
i'll make a copy of myself
that never frowns...

* from "dead pan eyes and fake smiles"

Do my wrists turn u on...
an emo boys lust
lying in a bath tub
blood coming fast
do u like what it smells like?
the sick aromour of blood
do u like what it looks like
a crimson streaming sun...

*from an emo boys lust

This is another game of unzipping in the dark
another day of hiding those red marks

Oh father look at my wrist
you left out that razor
what did you think happened to it?
they taught me how to hold it
my generation made an outline for me to follow

My mind is stained with your face
my covers still void with your scent...

sitting in your old room
doesn't smell like you

no... smells like you no more