I struggle for the words, words I know need not be...
To portray the verbose crushing of my heart inside...

I feel suffocated.
I feel like I can't control anything i do or say...

Those few bad days
Blossomed into this...

My eyes burn with sadness
As it pours out the sides...

I'm forever blowing bubbles
pretty bubbles in the air...

What am I?
I'm scared...

Everyday keeps passing
Every second slips by...

Dear Boy,
You may not understand this...

I remember the exact moment my heart began beating...
the exact moment I succumbed to all fear...