♥Im sitting here crying, wondering if ill ever pull through, wondering if ill ever be the way I was…♥

I hate myself for loosing you!

-Kelly Clarkson

The hardest part of dreaming about you is having to wake up and your not here,but if the only way i could see you was in my dreams, id sleep forever just to be with you. xoxo

-Not mine but i love it

U used to lighten up my day. When i was little i used to be happy when you were around. Now its when i see you i wish i was dead...

Baby u once said u would always be there for me.U once said u would be there to catch me when i fell
Well that was BullSh*t u were never there for me when i needed u. And baby i fell more than once and u never caught me u just watched me and smiled

I lost your love but you have mine...
With happiness i fake i tell you everything is fine... An arrow through my heart... Just wishing to hear from your mouth "i love you"

-Not mine, but i know what this gurl is talkin about

¤If i killed myself¤
I always wonder... Would god punish me for killing???

ღSome days I make it throughღ… Other days I sit on the bathroom floor with the knife at my wrists, looking at the blood falling from my cuts, crying and thinking “what did I do to deserve this”

♥~Im afraid to know the answer… Im afraid to know the truth… Im afraid to read between the lines and… Im afraid to know you~♥

¤*¤Today was a total waste of makeup and a total waste of time… Everyone saw through me¤*¤