Someday I'll know
Why you did say no...

The flowers, all now wilt
The rainbow disappeared...

Black roses
In my garden they do grow...

The sky, fades grey
As i lay here waiting to die...

I miss the days we’d spend together
I thought those days would last forever...

Cocaine,
Once life was ok...

Missing listening
To each painful word...

You tried to kill me
Who cares now...

No one knows the pain i feel
Or the way i live my life...

Feeling dishonest
Someone untrue...

In my dreams
I see you dating...

Mother I thought i was better
Mother I thought I was happy...