I DIDNT WRITE THIS, BUT ITS GOOD.
ITS A SONG...

My memories
So bright with color...

Mother I know, im far from perfect
Im in a world with nothing to work with...

I didnt want to live
I didnt want to eat...

They say shes loved
She doesnt beleive...

When Im sayin im happy
Get a clue...

Amanda please do not go
Amanda please do not leave...

When I called
You were not at home...

The knife took away my life
It was the hurt that made it better...

She lays in bed
hearing theyre screams...

I thought it was fun, when we were together
Goofing off, i wanted it to last forever...

The feeling is growing
Bigger then me...