You don't understand
Just how this crush feels...
I can't believe you're gone.
It's like you just got up and walked away...
I feel so ugly.
I feel so fat...
They think I'm an alcoholic,
So I drink way too much...
It's horrifying,
It's unbelievable...
If you're having a bad day,
Or reached one of those moments in life...
I need some time
To think things through...
Lead me on again,
Your actions mean more than words...
How should I live my life?
Who will the end result be...
Here I go again,
Writing my thoughts, my soul, my views...
Tonight I went running
To clear my head...
Why can't I tell you how I feel?
Why must this be so hard...