I feel as if
You are pushing me away...
I'm so lonesome,
And so scared...
I know I shouldn't care,
What you all think of me...
Sometimes
The guy likes me...
If you're having a bad day,
Or reached one of those moments in life...
I called you that night
With butterflies in my stomach...
I was always waiting.
My friends said it was about time...
I hate you so much.
You were supposed to be my friend...
You're always there.
I don't know what to say...
They think I'm an alcoholic,
So I drink way too much...
I love you now,
As is forever...
My mind is running on empty,
My reactions are just to slow...