I wake up tired;
feeling dead...
I lost the love of my life to nobody;
just imagine how agonized i feel...
I feel under pressure;
i don't know what to do...
For the longest time i dreamed of finding a guy...
a guy to be there to hold me tight...
There is so much loneliness;
that no one can describe...
Dear heart-
Today I met a boy, and i believe that this one...
This life has gotten crazy;
I don't know what to do...
Everything I do feels just so fake;
Even when I'm sleeping I feel still awake...
Every fear,
every tear...
After what you did to me;
After what you said...
What the hell is your problem why don't you see?
After all we went through now you are killing me...
You want to know what I want to do? Just die.
I hate how everyone treats me bad and to my face...