Ive never looked at you from this point of view
ive never hated u so much for just being alive

How do you leave behind the only person you would gladly die for 1000 times?

Please believe me
when i say
i love you with all my heart
but i had to leave
i had to get away
cause i could only take so much pain
and you took me way past my limits

U swept me off my feet
then u threw me out
and the thing is
i never saw it coming

Y is the world moving so fast
all the while im standing still

It seems odd that i would be smiling
after everything just went wrong

There she goes again
smiling again
pretending shes happy again
laughing again
making it look perfect again

How am i supposed to stand tall
when i feel like the smallest person in the world

It may seem strange
but the saddest words
youve ever said to me
werent i dont love you anymore
they were i love her

I dont wanna smile
still i find myself smiling
not because im happy
but because you're smiling
and i dont wanna be
the only sad idiot