I try to fight the pain that I am in
I have done so many wrong things...

Some one just get these memories of the past out...
i just wanna let all my friends know that i wrote...

The *1st month, i finaly got to meet u
the *2nd it was love...

I have tried so hard to tell my self that Ur gone...

Crushes only crush u
falling only hurts u...

I get up so high but yet I just fall
Some times I wonder...

I have realized
That this is all my fault...

U used to be some one i card about but i ended our...

Why would u tell me what they said but leave out...
Why would u call me a sl*ut...

I lay here in my bed
so many memories going threw my head...

Dig a grave
dig it deep...

Do you know me? no . i am the girl in the shadows...
it started out great just like a normal date...