& i watched you from a distance fall out of love with me
& i was to afaird too tell you how i really felt about you

& it was good why it lasted but i guess we werent meant for each other

She to afaird to show how she feels and all she feels is hurt but when you look at her you will think she has the perfect life

There is so much pain behind these eyes and when she alone she needs to cry and she is so afaird of this world that she forces herself to hold it together

You might not no me anymore but im still the same girl i just cant speak because im hurting so much inside that im afaird someone going to figure me out

I remember the days when i was happy when eveything in my life was perfect now i sit here alone wonder if anyone cares

I need help but no ones there to help me and everyone just gets mad at me so i say away so i dont bother anyone

Blood shot eyes
empty heart
all just want to no if im loved

& you look at me and think i have a prefect life and when no ones around i sit and cry wondering what could have been

She look at her own reflection because all that she beleives is that she worthless and has nothing left in life but herself