When I'm close to him
I feel like I've never felt...

I see blue first
Sadness and tears control me...

These chains that bind my life,
Get tighter by the day...

Got no one left to turn to,
I've pushed them all away...

I've been used and abused,
Mistreated and defeated...

Love is...
...being close...

Sometimes I think you want me.
Sometimes I think you need me...

Not allowed to love you,
Forbidden from your arms...

You follow your heart,
I'll follow mine...

Just a few days,
That's all it was...

Never pretty enough.
Never good enough...

I cant keep going on like this
sleeping in your bed every night...