I lay awake
I am tired...

Little kids make cups out of water,
And cut with plastic scissors...

I was trying to laugh,
But kept on choking on the tears...

With large, green eyes as dry as paper,
She looks at the people...

I have a debt...
And you see...

Better suffer and say farewell,
To your dearest, closest friends...

Do you want to fall,
Slipping silently over space...

Be my heart's ship,
And carry me away...

The streets are darkened,
As the sun leaves...

Should I say sorry?
Sorry that I felt this way...

Dear Santa Claus,
I've never believed that a man your size...

As I stumble away from the life I used to know,
Broken and bleeding...