I'm totally lost
nothing feels right...

Every things coming into view
all my thoughts are of you...

In the beginning
i was bleeding...

Lyeing here stareing up at the wall
thinking silently...

Friends come and friends go
but ill always have you...

Cusing crying screaming dieing
my reasons for this will never show...

Staring up at the night sky
it almost sometimes makes me cry...

Always thinking about yesterday never thinking...
what is happening is what should be lived things...

I used to grieve and cry over you
but now i don't cause i love him...

I feel like I'm screaming at the top of my lungs
nobody even hears me or asks what is wrong...

Do you love me?
what happened to you...