Maybe if I close my eyes
force myself to visualize...

Ready? On the count of three,
fake a smile and say cheese...

Sitting in a corner
trying to block you out...

I want to run through the rain
and never come back...

I go to bed early
and still wake up late...

Every day she smiles
puts on an act and show...

I wish I could hide it
I wish I could forget...

Another day of lonliness
another day of pain...

Can't you see I'm bleeding
but I guess you don't really care...

I'm sitting in the room
do you even notice...

It's hard to describe this,
it's hard to explain...

Is it fair
that its me spilling blood...