If you really love someone, you will overlook their past...

I cant always express it in words.
I need to just think.
So angry...
Leave me alone.
Let me come back on my own.

As time passes
The cute things dont matter anymore
Spending time with me is no longer important
You make plans without trying to include me
I feel alone again

What happened to our beginning? Why couldnt it have just stayed the same?

I can't believe you actually left...
Especially when you promised me a million times... That you never would...

"Happiness is where we find it, but rarely where we seek it." -J. Petit Senn

Words so strong
You hear nothing
Tears fall
You don't move
Bruises stain my skin
You look away
You don't love me anymore...

When you're forced to stand alone...you realize what exactly you're made of...

Pump the drugs
Through my veins
Numb my body
Get rid of the pain

(From new poem "A Big Mistake...)

"Please don't go."
I can't remeber why I didn't say it.
I don't think it would've made a difference.
But still, I really wish I would've just put it out there.

-not mine

Pick me up
I'm falling
Stop my bleeding heart
Can't you hear me calling?