Different eyes, one circumstance.
Can't detect with just first glance...

I'm enclosed in this rubber room
Soundproof to the outside world...

New chapter has opened, familiar yet different
Approach to life changed, body follows new consent...

Helpless within myself,
I watch as our distance grows...

Ever sickly, never well.
Dying slowly, no one can tell...

I've done many wrongs to you
I can recount all we've been through...

Intensely I try forgetting my feelings.
Sadly, It's to no avail...

Lately I realize that nothing's going right.
Even though I have the power I can't stand to...

I'm always smiling, always laughing.
The upward curl on my lips ae all that's seen...

Fading... slowly away in the depths of my mind.
Falling... to where I can't see the light shine...

Lately I've seen signs appear.
All tell me that I want you here...

Months were spent for you... endlessly writing and...
I dedicated myself to you... my heart, mind, body...