The very thought of being with you
Is a confusing thing indeed...

My mind, in the state it's in
Fears what the future brings...

Morning's fine;
Sun laps my skin...

My dream, my fantasy:
Everything about her...

The scenery,
A stage...

Confusion, pain, anger, aggression
Emotions flow my mind in constant motion...

Frustrations explode,
Energy I can't muster...

I leave myself down in the dumps
Never convinced that I was done...

Sorry for the times when I seemed so lame.
After I told you, I couldn't act the same...

The day's incomplete
Without a yell or two...

Fireworks blaze & my vision blurs red
I let out a cough & my hands are all wet...

My heart alit
With passionate glow...