The first six came with fear
I knew not what was being done...

Ever heard the term 'so close yet so far away'
Well I understand it now after yesterday...

Day by day I'm heading closer
Everyday wishing my life was over...

Now that I've poured my heart out
There's nothing more to be done...

Sorry for the times when I seemed so lame.
After I told you, I couldn't act the same...

Wherever you go, whatever you do.
Like the song says I'll always be here for you...

Sorry for the promise that I have to break.
There's just a decision that I have to take...

I've got many things going
But not in the right direction...

Everything I know and love
Is falling at a speeding spiral...

My mind, in the state it's in
Fears what the future brings...

I'm always smiling, always laughing.
The upward curl on my lips ae all that's seen...

Fading... slowly away in the depths of my mind.
Falling... to where I can't see the light shine...