I gaze upon the stars this night
There's a concept I can't quite grasp...
I miss you so much...
I wish I could hug you...
Months were spent for you... endlessly writing and...
I dedicated myself to you... my heart, mind, body...
My dream, my fantasy:
Everything about her...
Now that I've poured my heart out
There's nothing more to be done...
Entwined within my inner haven,
My joy has been greatly misshapen...
My natal home:
Thought privileged...
Dark clouds blanket
This eternal desert...
America.
center of combined arrogance...
Ever sickly, never well.
Dying slowly, no one can tell...
When I think about you, I can't be mad, no matter...
I'm perplexed because I've never been like before...
On second thought, I do know you, and it feels...
That's the reason I said I'd stay with you...