Imagine never being able to see her.
imagine never being able to be near her...

Confusion, pain, anger, aggression
Emotions flow my mind in constant motion...

Light-headed and weak I've no choice but to see
The heaven that flows right in front of me...

Another sleepless night
Compiled of newer thoughts...

To be like this,
A jealous fit...

Everything was perfect that day;
It wasn't too hot or cold...

Anger heaving
Throughout my body...

The day's incomplete
Without a yell or two...

Fireworks blaze & my vision blurs red
I let out a cough & my hands are all wet...

Searching for a tear
In this imaginary world...

The crimes I commit,
Though salaciously delicious...

I've let go of who I was
The child who over-used his trust...