I've got these flashbacks
That's all that is in my head...
You kissed
My hand and stole my pain...
Another night of no sleep,
I don't know how to do anything without you...
Are you as miserable here
Or are my hopes to high...
I'm still holding on
To something that was never really there...
I was mad at god
I hated death...
The days are long
And lonely...
Have you ever been mad
At god for taking someone you love...
I'm swimming around
In my own head...
You went to the hospital
Two weeks ago...
"Pride can stand a thousand tears
The strong will never fall"...
Your heart was great
Until you were eight...