I told you I can\'t do promises,
They end up leaving others destraught...
I wish you understood how it feels,
Not to believe in anything...
Everytime I write you a poem,
I show it to you...
After all of these years,
You don't notice whem I'm feeling down...
Last night I sat down and chatted to you,
I thought it was about time to let the truth out...
I\'m so sorry for everything,
As per usual things between us are messed up and...
First thing in the morning,
I woke up to a ring...
I don't think I've ever known anything quite so...
I'm unbelievably weak...
I\'m so messed up inside,
I\'m so confused with everythng...
I can't word how I feel,
I just wish I could shoot myself with a gun...
I can't take this anymore,
Thoughts of you keep flooding through my head...
What am I doing?
Showing you everything...