I remember meeting you.
I remember our first conversation. How it was...
Just one more stiff drink.
Thats all I need to be at the bottom of the...
You came back into my life
like a sudden spark...
I know what it feels like to hurt,
to want to die...
It was that day, the day when I had no hope.
I saw you, you were of course in the scheme of...
It was in this tragedy
that the sharp bitter pains set in...
Flashbacks.
I can't get them out of my head...
My eyelids flutter open,
heavy from sleeping...
Tears, they flow down my face like a water fall.
Tears I've tried to hold back for so long...
Some days are better than others.
But mostly there the same, sad, painful, and...
Alarm goes off.
She gets up, gets dressed, looks in the mirror and...
Facing that darkness.
Does it have a name...