She used to be fun loving
never had a care in the world...
My eyelids flutter open,
heavy from sleeping...
And here it comes.
Another heartbreak, another tear...
A best friend
is always there...
I'm in a black whole.
That keeps getting deeper and deeper...
It was in this tragedy
that the sharp bitter pains set in...
Facing that darkness.
Does it have a name...
I keep everything hidden
no one knows my deep dark secret...
Every love story, poem, quote or song.
Remind me of you...
Flashbacks.
I can't get them out of my head...
I know what it feels like to hurt,
to want to die...
Sitting here thinking about you,
I here you call my name...