Eternity doesnt seem that long when i know forever is in your arms

...once i am finaly happy my brain starts to work n the memories that
were once lost find there way back into my heart destroying it all over
again...

Everything you feel inside comes from in your heart, but unlike most people i wear my heart on the outside..its small and gold and somehow keeps me alive everyday that ive wanted to die..its my savouir in disguise.

Just because i lost you i now have to wear this weight around my neck. this constant burden that i couldnt live without.

This necklass is my heart, this necklass is my soul, without it im empty, its what keeps me whole. even though it came from you and everything in the past it keeps me from dieing and thats all that i ask

Everyday i wear a constant reminder of you around my neck...and now im realising maybe its this thats holding me back

Sometimes i feel as if this necklass is just a reminder that i lost you, that i went through pain, that i loved someone so much and he stoped feeling the same..

Even when i smile now im dieing down inside back then when i said i loved him i knew i should have lied

No matter my age
no matter how i percieve
i will always be thinking of you
and all of our memories

I hope you never forget about me and how much i used to care
because i know i will never forget you and the pain you made me share