Hunger strikes me...
but i know i can't give in...
With you I feel secure and safe
Without you I feel alone and afraid...
You say you love me
you say you want to be with me...
I walk into the bathroom
close the door tightly behind me...
My mind tells me to run...
Run from my dreading thoughts...
I thought I could take a gun to my head
But that’s already been said...
Mom, Today when I woke up, deep down inside I knew...
Somebody please listen…
I have some thing I want to say...
Vicious and disturbing thoughts run through my...
Obscure… but very clear to the mind...
Each day I wake up and the first thing that comes...
Why don’t I feel the pain?
I cause when I slice the vein...
As the night grows old I begin to unfold
My past is soon let out...