Sorry I was your f.u.c.k. up

The Saddest tears
Were shed for you
Only because
You died and didnt finish living.
Why wasnt that me?

I have a crimson water fall pouring out of my arms.
I have a million drops coming out of my eyes.
I have a body screaming for help.
And...
All you do is point and laugh.

Go Have Some Fun
And
Tell Me I\'m Worth Something
And
Then Say It Was A Joke
Because
You Got Bored

If you lived my life for a while you would stop telling me that i don't have a reason to cry.

I know you said
"i'd miss you if you were dead"
I somehow do not believe you.

Goodbye.

Everyone says your mean.

You are so nice to me.
You let me fall asleep in your arms.
You make me warm when I am cold.
You make sure I am okay.

Is this a sign.
That you like me.

The only reason.
You don't like me.
Is because i'm not a skank.

So I'm not.

Skinny.
Or.
Pretty.

So you hate me.

I can't help being sick.

I can't tell him.

I love him.

He can't know.

He'll hate me even more.