I'll throw on a [ smile ]
pretend you mean everything to me,
but all a.l.o.n.g i've known,
it was never meant to be.

written by chris.. (not mine)

My life is shattered, dreams -- gone.
you did it. you accomplished your goal.
are you happy? hope you can sleep good tonite.
we use to laugh. instead i cry.
and your still smiling..

& even though nobody's looking
she's s l o w l y falling apart..

Why do we have these fights?
are we trying to prove whos wrong or right?
it gets us nowhere. just back to the start
just breaks another piece of my heart.
soon there's not gonna be anything
for you to tear apart