I needed you a thousand times today.
Even though it's been so long...
Here upon the floor I fall.
Don't say you didn't know at all...
I've been through this all before,
i tell myself...
His face looks like a child's
when he doesn't wear his glasses...
You're supposed to look back,
with a wry and knowing smile...
How do you start again?
Get back on the horse...
I went away.
there was more i knew i needed to explore...
Eating poison because it tastes so sweet
until it hits my stomach...
I am learning now.
All the naive joy I knew...
A confident woman
knows...
Where did that feeling go?
it was so strong and certain...
Did you find your peace yet,
my precious little girl...