Staring in the vast sky
wishing and hoping for u to be mine...

I kept thinking this time would be different
but everyone screws me over...

Neighborhood
you're all about backstabbing and lying...

Blades tear through my heart
as salty tears run down my cheek...

U can hold me
and love me...

Im dying inside
everything is going wrong...

Voices chattering inside my head
no escape, cant concentrate...

Im easily hurt and more easily bruised
my heart is slowly mending but it'll take time...

I found love
it is for real...

U lied to me
u overlooked my feelings...

I flirt and toy with guys
i try to use others as a distraction...

My heart skips a beat
My mouth won't move...