Hearts beating, hearts racing,
Exchanging smiles, two people facing...

Hey boyfriend,
Dear boyfriend...

I lie nude under my blankets at night
In my bed, with only thoughts of you...

I didn't know you weren't what you said
I trusted you, and didn't use my head...

He's such a great guy,
Perfect you might say...

I thought I saw you for a split second,
But then I realized it was just him...

I'm sending you note today
Sending my hurt and anger your way...

You were holding me close in my bed.
I can hear your heartbeat...

Realize.
Everything is seen in vivid color and razor...

Silver flatware lined the tables, as elegant...
Not used to the silver, are you...

Watching you chest go up and down,
Your hair is in your eyes...

Your nicotine lips;
Pressed hard against mine...