My callused fingers
slip around the knob of the door...

Never good enough
i always come up short somehow...

U make my life so difficult
u force me to tears...

This is how i count the cracks in my heart...
not enough tears can be shed...

This feeling sinking in
I'm done and over you...

I rewrote my relationship
as if it were perfect...

Im easily hurt and more easily bruised
my heart is slowly mending but it'll take time...

Never seeing the truth
hiding from it for months...

U say ur sorry
but it's already been said...

Like a drug
that i cannot reject...

How could u pick him over me
u were my best friend, i thought...

Blades tear through my heart
as salty tears run down my cheek...