Ur so stubborn
Ur not coming back...
Still in love
still in pain...
Look up at the dark night sky
feel the wind through your hair...
I keep thinking
that i can do it...
I wonder if i slit my wrist
if my thoughts of you will cease...
Hands shaking, head spinning
ground quaking, ears ringing...
We were perfect together
so alike and so much fun...
Dear diary,
what is it that i cannot seem to grasp? am i just...
Losing something so important
i didn't think i could ever move on...
Gliding down through the wind
i land and rest, waiting for you...
I shout when someone leaves
like it's their fault that I'm lonely...
I hate to see flowers die
it's like the worst pain...