I showed up last friday
just as u had requested...

Impossible has failed
i thought it was not possible...

Too many fail me
too many are players...

Good thing i didn't open up
good thing i didn't start to love...

I hate to see flowers die
it's like the worst pain...

I shout when someone leaves
like it's their fault that I'm lonely...

Gliding down through the wind
i land and rest, waiting for you...

A new person floated in my life
but i fear his stay is temporary...

Losing something so important
i didn't think i could ever move on...

I didn't try to steal him
i repeat once again...

I thought the worst thing i could go through
was being w/o you...

Dear diary,
what is it that i cannot seem to grasp? am i just...