All you've taught me
and all I remember...
Thoughts are swirling,emotions whirling, my sanity...
Words are lies, can you hear my cries?! I'm going...
If I only had one wish
I'd wish we were together...
I hope ur happy now
now that we have lost it all...
The letters appear in the computer screen
as my fingers quickly tap the keys...
Don't try to talk me out of this
my decision is final...
I look in the mirror everyday
i guess I'm expecting something to change...
I'm so new at this
i slip my hand around the scissors...
Those thoughts i couldn't chase away
and the hearts i used to scrawl...
Popular boy, so smooth, so coy
comb your hair, crack a smile...
Imagine a darkness engulping your soul
a force so strong it can devour you whole...
Tucked deep inside
are the doubts that i hide...