Sobbing miserably in the cold confines of my room
on the rough carpet, i roll over in agony...

More memories shared
in ten years we wont care...

I knew I saw it coming
From the very start...

Beat me
abuse me...

I'm sick of this
of all these games...

My heart skips a beat
My mouth won't move...

I fought this feeling
i lost...

I know I've been so cold.
But tonight, I missed you...

I will now
pay my debts...

Beat.
Beat...

You told me I was beautiful.
And there was truth in every word...

Shrieks of laughter turn to terror
real smiles are now self induced...