I am engulped in Ur eyes
and blown away by Ur kiss...

I rewrote my relationship
as if it were perfect...

Im so sick of this routine
day after day...

I tore the head off that teddy bear
and threw the old shirt we shared in the wash...

To: johnny, a very pathetic part of all of us
I see how u really are...

I'm sending you note today
Sending my hurt and anger your way...

It is great to know
that nobody cares...

Im breaking down
and so is she...

I guess i will pretend to be fine
like everything is just divine...

Show me you have changed
that u wont cause me pain...

I am watching you sleep
wondering if you know...

He wont open up
or confide in me...