Blades tear through my heart
as salty tears run down my cheek...

A pen touches the paper
a story has begun...

The letters appear in the computer screen
as my fingers quickly tap the keys...

Cradled in his arms
i feel loved for the first time...

I threw out your picture
i erased that old screensaver...

My callused fingers
slip around the knob of the door...

Breathing in
and breathing out...

You lied.
Everyone, everyone but me knew...

I want your lips, they're like morphine. Stop...
We alone hold these answers and refuse to let them...

"You're everytihng I ever wanted,"
At least that's what I said...

Should i keep pretending i don't care
like both of you aren't even there...

Those thoughts i couldn't chase away
and the hearts i used to scrawl...